After I got the kids off to school this morning, I was sitting on the couch watching a show with Brinley. I don't remember what she said to me, but all of the sudden my dream from last night came flooding back to me. Dreams are so weird. I don't usually remember mine, so it is fun for me when I do. In my dream I was hanging out with some Friends. I don't recognize any of them, but in my dream I know them all really well. Except for one of the girls. She is new to the group of friends. She is kind of manly and for some reason she doesn't seem to like me. So in the middle of a conversation, she picked up her glass of water and threw it at me! Things were awkward for a little bit, but them we all started talking again like nothing happened. When I tried to get her back by throwing water on her, I somehow missed and we all had a good laugh about it. The mean, manly girl finally left and my friends and I enjoyed a little more time together hanging out. When it was time to go, Roger and the kids were there walking out to the car with me. Roger pointed and said "look! there's our van." I looked over expecting to see our old van, but what I saw was a brand new van that was being built just for us. I was very happy that Roger wanted a van again. I don't really love our Explorer. Then I realized that I had left my shoes back in the restaurant, so I went back to get them. When I went back to get my shoes, there was a worker at the door and she would not let me back in unless I paid the $20.00 entrance fee. I told her that the most I would pay is $4.00. she refused to let me in. She said the shoes were hers unless I paid her, so I had to leave my shoes there.
Dreams are just funny to me. Sometimes I think it is fun to look at books and read what they say your dreams mean. I don't really believe that stuff, it is just fun to see. I'm not sure what I believe about dreams. I know of people who have communicated with relatives, who have passed on, in dreams and I believe that they really were talking with that relative. I just don't know if I believe that any of our normal, crazy type of dreams have any meaning. I think I wrote about this before, but my cousin watched a scary movie late on night. She was living with my Grandma at the time. When the show was over, she walked out of her room to find that the door to the room across from hers was partially closed and the lamp in the room was turned on. Nobody else was home except for Grandma, who was asleep upstairs and had a hard time going downstairs. She was too afraid to look in the room and turn the lamp off. She just went to bed. In the morning, the bedroom door across from her room was open but she had to go in and turn the lamp off. She went upstairs and ate breakfast with Grandma. Grandma told her that she had a really weird dream last night. Grandma told her about the dream. My cousin was really freaked out. Grandma's dream was about something that had happened in the scary movie that my cousin had watched.
Anyways... It just makes ya think.
I'm sorry that I don't post that often anymore, I'm just emotional and, one week each month, moodier than I have ever been before. I feel like a crazy person.
